I am going to usher in another life ring.
Looking back on the course of this decade, forced emotion, life goes by, the years of relentless, growing up along with the endless annoyance, also brought a shell after the rational and mature. From high school onwards, to my mind is not proportional to my age. In the eyes of peers, I am a stubborn and conservative and outdated.哆 啦 A childhood dream had never seen, never seen Tom and Jerry, but did not read the Crayon, they were dubbed them never had a childhood. Starchaser to age peers, I was full of disdain; age girls dress up, I almost only buy sportswear ... ... not pretending to be aloof attitude manifested in different, but has deeply influenced the environment and character, is not interested in something completely ignored, totally disregarding the popular and fashionable.
25 years of age is a turning point in life, to work and integrate into the entire social environment, the circle is different from contact with people and things started off the original track, this time, finally found disadvantages of their own: do not dress up, do not wear high heels, not K song, will not play 80. However, because just to work soon, and there is a new colleagues to the new environment, so everything is full of freshness, enthusiasm, high spirits, look just like a bird earn the confinement of that ... ... in a familiar environment, anxiety points being followed, the situation was less ideological extreme and eccentric nature, a very long period of time, in addition to colleagues who do not contact me, completely isolated himself up. When a person broke into my life, everything is very confusing, anxiety, fear, longing, and then pain, made a dream after waking up, temperament greatly changed. Recalls the days when alcohol, a living all day long with the network and mahjong. Unexpected outbreak of such an opportunity in the days of the end of the day and night left the 13-month life of the town, went to the county after he began to adapt to the new environment. At that time, I,UGG boots, pain and depression, forced smile during the day and at night secretly cry, life is not the delete key, a lot of memory can not be deleted. Fortunately, there can not then do not say a new friend, know time is very short, but given the TA unlimited trust in the TA before, I never hide their true thoughts, grateful for the TA, to listen, I through a very painful year. Out of the shadows, and get along with half of the new colleagues established a good friendship, and thank them for their care. But only for a year to listen to the trash that has finally tired of the time, our endless bickering, stop the conflict, the end result of my irrational and aggressive die a natural death, I became Xianglinsao mood again to fall, the pain never completely lost my mind ... ... we come back to the past. Six months later, I returned to the original track of life, closer to, but also strangers, delete the phone, pull the black of the QQ, the thought of never losing a friend who can not stop the pain, such as the accompanying video, teaching people can not sleep.
thought back to the urban areas,UGG shoes, life will become colorful and rich, but now it is the everyday life of work, overtime, shift, unit to be longer than the time spent at home much longer, Parents also have a great view. Mid-Autumn Festival, National Day is still work every day, not allowed to take a day within six months. Graduation three years to break through this year's May Day and National Day last year, and the remaining size of the holiday all in work, life is monotonous and boring. The age of 27, perhaps self-deception to say that a few weeks only 26 years old, good youth, and finally arrived, but the erosion of the age, it can only barely grasp the tail of youth ... ... awkward age, and short-sighted of the experience , wings hard enough, always think: what means to load tomorrow? traces quietly, experienced people and things are so clear,UGG bailey button, every time you thought was forgotten, when it suddenly surfaced, breathing the pain was removed by one after another sleepless night.
people are always greedy, I thought I Henzhi Zu on the current situation is quite satisfactory. However, the small head melon in thinking about how every moment in the primitive accumulation of capital,cheap UGG boots, how to make money to buy a house and keep a car, after all worldly things I can not be spared. S desire and vanity of human nature can not be made in the pursuit of it? Occasionally miss a busy time since high school, endless laughter, after that, I never laugh like that too; occasionally nostalgic for college, and QL morning lying about the case, despite the addition of two wild pig chat of sleep, desperately talked night after night; today, often nostalgic for the year and the county town a year, countryside paths, green grass, fragrant tea, deep friendship, life is actually all the beautiful scenes is so oblivious, fortunately, these things are set into the memory cell specimens are deposited in the mind ... ...
generated 26 growth rings, I will work with the past in the past to make a thorough goodbye, goodbye, yesterday, to grasp today, do not indulge in memories of the ups and downs. Phone number has changed, please call:.
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