Love can not afford to wait

I said I had to wait for you, but there is a love, can not afford to wait.
I can not afford you happiness, happiness is more than you want I can give.
So, I give up.
But, why? Originally I no longer think of you.
why I can not control your own thoughts or wants.
I should not see, if you do not see, I do not find that I had not forgotten.
was originally a joke, and that I will not forget you!
because my greatest skill is forgotten, I can quickly recover their feelings? Is not it? Why did it fail it?
good cry ... ... but why, I just can not cry?
why, why, why?
a lot why? If you can simply use logic to explain enough.
for you, I've given up the original simple.
do, want me to fall nether can forget?
Oh, how do I forget? Even forget, it also has your name.
But who knows, I have enough experience over the past year since I was growing up!
I change anything? Not? Even though I know the outcome and process.
I can not change, and even willing to change with the matter.
If you can, I'd rather never know you.
If you can, I'd rather never lose you.
inside it'll have one before the Westward Journey: OK? Not! So I never met you, and not losing you.
cold, chilling.
I finally saw it, you speak, I still can not forget, as long as look at you like, because your happiness is like, I know I will regret it, I will be sad, so happy and will hate you I jealously guarding its hollow.
but if you like happy, I'm afraid you do not and I say a word.
for me, you are mystery.
first person easily see through my feelings, but I will never understand you.
has said the princess, the devil will be attracted to the angel, because angels good, the devil alone, longing for the devil angel no arrests, the devil will fall envy of the good angels.
If I were the devil, that I was destined to be alone to attract the same.
you let me blankly.
whatever you can think of?
This is the love?
I originally thought I would not have such strong emotion.
This is a mixed love and hate.
I originally thought that he will not have such complex emotions.
I hate you, originally I love you.
so I waited at your side, but not close to you.
just look at you.
as long as you happy.